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So by browsing through the infinite abyss that is xanga, I can tell that i'm not the only one that's been completely bitch-slapped by the fact that I'm going to be a senior in high school and I have no idea what i've done with the last 3 years of my life.  A senior...in high school...its just not right.  Honestly, come on.  I just graduated from Holy Redeemer what seems like two weeks ago and already I'm supposed to be mature enough and ready to live on my own!?  Who decided that?  I'm sorry but there is something obviously wrong with the calendar because there is no way that high school, the place i'd been looking foward to my whole life, is comming up on its final year!  I mean am I really that different than when I was the happy little fiddler in our 8th grade play?  I pray to GOD that I am because boy was that an awkward stage or what, but still unless there are some major changes that i'm somehow ignorantly overlooking I don't feel like it's been almost four years.  Seriously, these are the things that they ought to prepare you for in school.  Now don't get me wrong, school might have been great at helping me learn the climate zones for the entire globe including the desolate nether-regions of Mongolia and Zimbabwe, but they failed miserably in the department of preparing you for what to do when you realize that three supposedly crucial years of your life have passed in a blur and theres nothing that you can do about it!  Because unless i'm horribly mistaken, there was no "Oh, by the way, before you can count to ten you're going to be deciding what you want to do for the rest of your natural born life" course.  I must have missed that one on the course registration sheet.  Unfortunatley, unless it counted as a business credit I wouldn't have been able to take it anyway.

Well.  I feel that that entry was overall a fruitful return to my xanga.